MARCH 31st, 2010
1118 hours

it's been a long day that i last updated this blog. waaaaarghh. nothing to say much as usual. just wanna fill in the blog post. its getting less and less everyday. geez. no idea to write anything. wokeyhh. this past few days, as usual, my same old routine. bored as usual. erghhh.

now, new cellphone, new haircut and new spectacles.
newly everything.
waaaaahhhh.
lovinnggg it.

and so, because of boring-ness strike me yesterday, i snap pictures of no untitled just for fun.

that's my new spectacles.
kinda geeky look aite?
erghhhh.
eitherway, my degree had increase again.
its 225 now.
i'm getting blind than ever.
urghhhhh.

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tired day at the clinic.

MARCH 25th, 2010
1416 hours

urghhh. tired day. from morning till afternoon, i'm at the clinic with my mum. so many many and lotsa people that came with their babies. at one occasion, my mum said,

" now here's the Philippines ".
" Philippines?? "

then, came in the Philippine's lady with a baby on her hand. the baby was facing towards her mum and so i can't see the baby's face. when my mum asked the lady to put the baby on the baby scale, she turned and placed the baby to be weighed. i was shocked! you wanna know why?

the baby was super cute!
oh myyyy goodness.
she was a beautiful girl.
the baby girl resembles the face of the heroine at the Pangako Sa Yo film.
urghhhh.

soo cuteeee. damnnn she is. i looked at the baby and started teasing her. eventually, i make her laughed. agagaggaaa. so hilarious. i didn't even had the chance to look at the baby's name on the baby card. apuuuuu. really i really admit that the baby was so cute and beautiful. Philippine's child is indeed the fairest. waaaaaaaa :PP can't even drift away the baby's face.

so damnnnnn cuteee.

awwwwwwww.

the lady also was beautiful. the baby do resembles a lot from her mum. her dad? the wife told my mum that her husband is currently working at Bakun. a long way to go to work though.
the baby was cute! oh my! hahahahaaa.

i end this here.
i really don't have more to say.
ahahhahaa.
mommy!!!
i want sony ericsson W395.
erghhhhhh.
its rm 369.
not rm 499.
please dearest mommy.
uhuuuu :'(

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sony ericsson W395 i love it!

MARCH 24th, 2010
1122 hours

sighhhh. i don't know what to write in this blog. wish i could just reblog like the tumblr does. geez. now i'm addicted to cellphone. sony ericsson W395. oh my. oh my gosshhh. i want to lay hands on that beautiful phone. i want that phone now. now! but i only can buy new phone next month. geez. please mommy, daddy, i want new phone. i want that W395. please. i beg u. i really beg u to buy new phone for me. that W395 is really tempting. urghhhhhh. please biggy please.

i want that W395.
W395.W395. W395.
please. please.
uhuuuuu.
only rm 499.
please buy for me.
i want that phone.
aiguuuuuuuu.
agaggagaggagagaaaa.
i am really falling in love with that W395.
:(
i want it now.
buy for me.
pretty please..

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mayday parade-"I'd Hate To Be You When People Find Out What This Song Is About"

getting addicted to that song after hearing it from DANI facebook site.
*sorry that i had post your name here, dani.
ehee.
click the link below to view the videos at youtube.
VIDEOS OF THE SONGS
unfortunately its just pictures of them.
no original music video.
but i hope you enjoy the song.
its really heart-warming.
with the guitars too :)
and here is the lyrics.
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And we both go down together
We'd stay there forever
Just try to get up
And i'm sorry
This wasn't easy
When i asked you, believe me
And never let go

Well i'm thinking of the worst things
That i could say to you
But a promise doesn't mean a thing anymore
And this never will be right with me
And now you're trying to desperately
But i'm tongue tied and terrified of what i'll say

And then we both go down together
We may stay there forever
I'll just try to get up
And i'm sorry
This wasn't easy
When i asked you, believe me
You never let go
But i let go

I could only sing you sad songs
And you could sing along
And you could see the melody
That's been calling out your wrongs
And this never will be right with me
And now you're trying to desperately
But i'm tongue tied and terrified of what i'll say
But i never told you everything
I'm losing hope and fading dreams
And every single memory along the way

And then we both go down together
We may stay there forever
I'll just try to get up
And i'm sorry
This wasn't easy
When i asked you, believe me
You never let go
But i let go

And we both go down together
And stay there forever
Just try to get up

And then we both go down together
We may stay there forever
I'll just try to get up
And i'm sorry
This wasn't easy
When i asked you, believe me
You never let go
But i let go
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surely you gonna love the song too after you get the
chance to hear it
*wink ;D

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the same boring day AGAIN

MARCH 13th, 2010
1220 hours

2 days after the result come out, my life is full of boredom. geez. damnnn. all i did was applying for various U's and colleges. just apply anything that can give the air to breathe in me. urghhh. today is Saturday. so, Saturday is kinda bored for me. huh. when will the boredom ends. i dont really know what to post on.

pictures? lame.
others? more lame.

currently listening to only one by yellowcard. its been a very very long time since i last listening to that song. its the old time favourite though :)
anyway, just wanna say i miss that guy. errrrghhh.

damnnnnn x(
it hurts me every time, every hour.
and just now, i just sneeze.
*excuse me.
awwww.
who's missing me at this time?
sigghhhhhh.
when will we be meeting again, dear?
ouhhhhh dannnggg.
it hurts me.

how i miss the every moment :'(
just wanna cry myself out.
tears all over.
*sobsob.

.I NEED YOU SO BADLY NOW.

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unspeakable fact

MARCH 12th, 2010
2054 hours

sighhh. i really am quite busy after what had happened yesterday. quite confused on what to apply. i had update my ipta at the evening just now. just wishing and praying and hopefully one out of eight choices that i had chosen will become my next achievement for my future. i dont ask for more. just at least one of that choices will be my upcoming profession. and if it does, it will be a relieve for me. im really trying my best on applying any college and universities. im just applying 'em. if i successfully will be given one courses and being accepted to that certain college or universities, i'll be quite happy. for some reasons, that is the way to further study aite?

im not choosy in choosing which career i would be given.
every life after SPM have to have the way to the future aite?
errgghhh.
im just talking bluffing eyy?
ahahhaha.
i dont even get it with what im typing.

sighhhhhhhh.
currently listening to we are broken from paramore.
lately i'd been addicted to paramore songs.
i dont even know why.
how i wish i would know what i should do now.
stupid head of mine.
i just wanna go to the beach at this hour.
feeling the cold cold breeze.
wahhhhhhh.
burrrrrrr.
ahahhahahaa.

anyway..
i dont even have any clue what to write next..
and so i end up this post until here.
:)
thanks for reading though.
i really appreciate it.

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SPM SPM its over..

MARCH 11th, 2010
1908 hours

ouh yeahhh. today the result came out.
i was quite the shocked.
but im glad and thankful that i scored those grades.
THANK GODDD!
AMENNNN :)))
hallelujah ;DDD

i just cant wait to further my study.
agagagaggaaaa.
i miss to study again.
after this, i will be damn serious.
no playing tricks or something like that.

i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study.i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study.i want to study. i want to study. i want to study.i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study.i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study.i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study. i want to study.

ahahhaaa.
everybody do want to study too.
aint that right?
ehehee.
anyway, congrats to all people that were the ex candidates of spm '09.
wish you all the best of the best :))

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camwhore. camwhoring.

and so this above picture is my currently profile pictures on facebook.
ouh yeahh. i snap a lotsa pictures last night. i dont even know why.
and and i uploaded all of it at my facebook and myspace.
addicted camwhoring.
for here..
i just uploaded half of it.
i really dont have anything to be done last night.
thats why i am insanely freakish snapping my own pictures.
wakakakaaa.
im lovinnnnggg myself.
ahahahhahaaa.
and so..
here it is..

one guy at myspace, says this above picture is nice. because i have that nice smile.
is it?
ahahahhaaa.
i just said thanks though.
:)

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countdown :DD

MARCH 9th, 2010
1313 hours

currently listening to justin bieber new song.
for me its new.
because i just listened to it recently.
the title is FIRST DANCE.
his song with usher.
ouh yeahhhh.
i lovee the lyrics, man :))

anyways..
my status now is .....
naaaaaaa.
WHOCARESMUCHEYY?

i loveee my KANJEZ FRIENDS.

resty.evelyn.shyarrine.sylvia.stevenson.phristella.emmalin.debra.neelwana.elliecia.

i loveeeeeeee you guy & ladies.
forever i loveeee you all :))

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where does this road lead to..

MARCH 9th, 2010
1012 hours

oh my. its tuesday already. erghhh. the result will come out this thursday.
how nervous am i.
gerrrrr.
but lately my appendix kinda give me the pain.
waaaaaaaaaaa.
calm down, stem.
just be calm.

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

less to be said in this blog.
from day to day, im getting lazy to update my blog.
maybe nervous about the upcoming result.

x'(

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little detail to be said

currently listening to
three cheers for five years by mayday parade.
you should listen to that song.
i meant the acoustic version.
it gives the deep inner feeling.
awwwww.

benny ben ben just called me just now. and yeahh. we talked and laughed as USUAL. ahahaaa.

the similar routine this few days.
after texting and chatting and and calling.
hihi.

urghhh. SPM will be out this Thursday. i cant even tell what i am really feeling at this hour of time. kinda nervous. feeling wanna cry. im scared of knowing my own result later. but what my mom had said just now kinda comfort me a lil bit.

sighhhhhhhh.

how i need to be calm and comfort now. wish i could handle and go through it all. i had been saying the same word each day..

whatever the result is, i will accept it with an open heart.

i will.
AMEN.

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this past few days, im getting bored to update my blog.

urghhh.
dont know why.
follow with the mood eyy.
but eitherway, learn new tutorial already :)
thanks to pauline.
ahahhaaa.
before this, i really really dont have any clue how to done that thingy.
after i knew it just know..
i was like .....
is it just that simple??
so pity me for only knowing little fact.
wakakakkaaaa.
anyhow..
here's my first thingy that i prt scrn :))


indeed im still a newbie aite?
ouh yeahhhh :))

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if wanna look for more quotes like this..
just go to my tumblr :)
click THIS.
thanks :)

just simple words.
dont know what to say more.

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i know. i know.
but indeed it does happen in the end.
stop crying, stem..
:'(
its all that had been said and done..

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lately i've been active more on tumblr. yaaaa. before this, i active at blogging and mood changes and so mood swing.
on tumblr can simply reblog and wrote easily.
kinda the same thingy same as blogging here.
no difference.
eitherway, maybe i would turn more to tumblr now.
the blog here..
maybe i will update something about it.
but this blog contains so much memory.
all that i had gone through i wrote in this blog of mine.

should i or should not i delete this blog?

still thinking about it.
and yeaaaaaa..
i got compliments from some peoples..
they love my blog.
and so do i.
and and thanks for the compliment yaaa.
thanks for reading the blog that i had wrote too.
i'll think about it again.

anyway, im OUT from here.
God bless :)

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do you know that i love you? i probably already told you, but im going to keep saying it. there is no lies in these words, not one bit. your smile keeps me alive. is one more reason to keep fighting. i would give you my soul for comfort, even if it leaves me dark and cold. && when i hold you close, i can feel your heat fast, and i think to myself..

i've found that "someone" at last..

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finally i had done it.

MARCH 4th, 2010
1411 hours

i had done it. ouh yeahhhhh. ahahhaaa. feel glad that i managed to pass it. only driving on the road just now. then, its all done. erghhhhh. i was totally nervous. why oh why i am that nervous. so not GOOD! eeeeee. but in the end, im okay with that. cheers for me :))

ahahhaaa. really dont have anything to say. ehe. so, i end now.

and and i put a new widget above there. its formspring. ask me anything. i'll be answering it for you and post it in my tumblr.

anyway, GOOD DAY EVERYBODY :))

hahahahaaaa.

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scene :) i wannt it so badlyyyyy

MARCH 3rd, 2010

1427 hours

updates.
more updates.
eyuwwwwwwwww.
ahahaha.


i want that hair.
i want it.
gerrrrr.
i will try this weekend.
hopefully my mum give me the permission to go to the saloon.
yarghhhhhh.
i wannttt that fringe.
long sleek puhhhleaseeeeee..
waarghhhhh.
side swept bangs also nice aite?
wait.
wait.
its not nice.
its damn awesomenesssssss.
ahahahhaaaa.

cant wait.
cant waittt at all.
erghhhh.

lmfao day today.
i hate onlining 24/7.
the bill is piling up though.
wakakakakaaaa.

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tomorrow

MARCH 3th, 2010]
1027 hours

urghhhh. tomorrow. tomorrow. im nervous for tomorrow. not because of that result. its because of the driving courses. tomorrow goin' for the amali. agaggagaaaa. what does people do for the amali? what arrr? nervousa much.

sighhh.

like what i told ayin, before this, before taking the driving course, how eager it is want to drive the car. but then, how nervous it is for me. especially when it involves on the road. i know to drive a car. i ever drive my parent's car before this. erghhh.

confident, stem.
must be confident.

i must and can do it. i will pass it. have faith. just hold on the steering and put on the gear and hit the gas pedal. never to forget about the clutch pedal. i learned a lot from my mum about U-turn, how to handle everything. urghhhhhhh.

thanks for the tip and advices mummy!

pray for me, fellas. pray so that im in a stable condition. not to be freaking out and go insane. waaaaaa. double doubly nervous. eeeeeeeeee. i hate this feeling.

now, i hate to use bold in my blog. unless, i really am focus on that word. it means that i may use bold when i want to use it. ahahaha. i myself dont get it with what im saying. simple english eyy.

geez.
TC.
im facebooking now.

.FIN.

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ouhouhLALA on the loose.

creepin eyy.
disgusted.
ouhLALA.

what the heck i am writing?
dont have a clue?
neither do i.
ahahhaaa.
gonna be tired+busy day this thursday.
geez.

wanna go dye my hair.
i want to dye.
want to dye.
i wanna.
i wannnaaa so muchhh.
gerrr.

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addicted song for month of march

currently listening to
if we ever meet again by Timbaland feat Katy Perry.

omg. get addicted with the song already.
i had download the MV just now.
yay for me!
ahahaa.
well..
below is the lyrics.
hope you'll enjoy it.
no video upload.
because it may take longer time than i would.
so feel free to sing with the lyrics below.
:DD

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What is someone like you doin in a place like this?
Say did you come alone or did you bring all your friends?
Say whats your name, what are you drinking
Think I know what are you thinking
Baby whats your sign tell me yours and ill tell you mine
Say what is someone like you doin in a place like this

Ill never be the same if we ever meet again
Ooohhh wont you get awaaay
This free fall's got me sooo kiss me soo ohh
Hold me tight, never let me go
Ill never be the same if we ever meet again

Do you come here much? I swear ive seen your face before
You dont see me pass but I cant help to want you more more
Baby tell me whats your history I ain't shy don’t you worry
I'm flirting with my eyes I wouldn't leave you here tonight
do you come here much? ive gotta see your face some more
(some more caause baby i)

Ill never be the same if we ever meet again
Ooohhh wont you get awaaay (if we ever meet again)
This free fall's got me sooo kiss me soo ohh
Hold me tight, never let me go
Ill never be the same if we ever meet again

Every every every day yeaah
Ive got so much more to say
I wont let you go away
every evry every evry
Ive got so much more to say
if we ever meet if we ever meet

Ill never be the same if we ever meet again
Ooohhh wont you get awaaay ( if we ever meet again)
Ill never be the same if we ever meet again
Ooohhh wont you get awaaay ( if we ever meet again)
This free fall's got me sooo kiss me soo ohh
Hold me tight , never let me go
Ill never be the same if we ever meet again

This free fall's got me sooo kiss me soo ohh
This night , don’t ever let me go
Ill never be the same if we ever meet again

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morning text message

MARCH 2nd, 2010
0930 hours

this morning while i was still sleeping soundly, i suddenly woke up because of the drilling sound from my neighbour house. geez. disturbing my lovely sleep. and so, i woke up. i looked at my cellphone.

1 text message received

i opened the text message. it was from unknown number. i read it. it was from the AMB. know whats AMB? i bet u do for those who knew it.

AMB : Akademi Memandu Budiman

yargghhh. i know its kinda lmao for me to spell it but because i want to type. so, i type then. okay. get back to the topic. after i read the text message, i ran down the stairs to give a call to my mum. i dialed her number. about 15 seconds, she answered. i asked her whether i should or should not follow the amali that fall on this thursday at 0745. after a long talk, finally she agree about it. and so, i replied the text. urghhh. why does the amali so early? the other day, mr william said about 2 weeks from the date we follow bengkel, text messages will be sent to the fellow candidates. but its not even 2 weeks yet. its just a few days after. its not that i dont like it. i loike it so much. early courses, early it will be finish. ahahaa. cant wait to drive the car.

yeehhooo!
yay!!

ahahahaa. cant wait to go cruising with myself and with my hand on the wheel. hihi.


.eagerMOODwantTOdrive.
:)

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fellas freaky

dont they just love to copycat?
urghhh.
freakyy dweebs.
well, they're the copycats.
let they feel the "fame" then.
ahahahhaa.
moron.
faggot.

but dont they feel tired of being a copycat and a poser? well, do they? the answer is they WONT at all! thats why they are called copycatters and poserress :D ahahhaa. i loveee that new word that i had created.

repeat after me.

copycatters.
poserress.

they just loveee following each step and style that people are doing. dont they have a life of their own? eeeeee. get a grip wont you! stop faking being somebody else. stop stealing the style that people are styling. saying bad words are not trend. and so dont copycatting what other had said.

no wonder you're a person without attitude.
well, heyyy!
everyone dos and dont handle their own attitude.
so do i.
ahahhaaa.
so who cares?
whos the stupidaa dweebish jerk saying they dont?
lmao.

so, i bet the copycatters and poserress are disguising themselves. being a jock. ahahah. posers. like what i had told before..

ratu
poser
pasu bunga
whore

what more eyy? ahahhaa. thats the least name that i can list. nice name eyy? ahahaha. its what they are name after their behaviour and intense self. but they are nickname also because of their personality and what their appearance are. am i saying bad? am i? am i talking shit? am i hurting your feelings? ouh. ouh. did i?

so WHAT?
nobody is totally NICEY NICE all over.
sometime there are times we are totally in a bad mood & in a bad shape.
the baddy bad words would just come out.
the words just spray it all out.
as if the water that gushes forth from the broken pipeline.

accept it all copycatters & poserress. you know you cant stop faking and being somebody else besides yourself. so, keep doing the FAKING thingy. so that you feel so PROUD of yourself. for pretending to be someone else. keep doing it.

imWATCHINGyou.

.totally out of mess.
:FIN::

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