1034 hours.
from this day onward, i will be less online. urghhh. lmao huh? eeee. but i dont blame no one. i blame myself. gerr. but at least i online only on morning. have to less on internet from now. i dont want my eyes to get more blurry than ever.
thats what my mom LOVE to say and i would just like nod and nod.
huh. i hate arguement. so, i just follow the flow.
eyyy. you wanna know what? i text with casanova yesterday. emm. i hate myself for texting him. i regret it. luckily no tears were to fall. he hurt me before and i wont let him hurt me again. im not that weak to fight the feeling. i can live my own life. when i already totally erased you from my memories..
i hate you for making me like this. better for you not to disturb me again. before this, i dont even remember you and never want to. but you came back again on that night.
I ASK YOU NOW, WHY??
i have totally managed to erase and throw you away from my life. but you came appearing yourself to me. why on earth you act that stupid, hah??!!!!
sigh. i dont want to remember and flashback on those occasion. i dont want at all. you broke it and i hate it. feel disgusted over you.
i PRAY so that, when i go to school to take my slip SPM RESULT, i wont be seeing your face.
i PRAY so that, i will hate you..
but somehow, i cant.
i cant hate you.
im sorry, ken.
im just sorry.
:'(
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