THURSDAY FUN DAY

MAY 26th, 2011

1844 HOURS

see those smile above ? it really doesn't mean that i'm happy.

deep down you really won't want to know.

its been a long time though since i last updated this blog.

well, been busy this few weeks.

driving back and forth from Miri to Bintulu.

quite tiring.

plus, bodyache everywhere.

tomorrow is Friday and again, bye Bintulu and hello Miri :)

back there again to clean and doing houseworks plus chores at our new home there.

:D

can't wait.

i am really enjoying my 4 months holiday though.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

actually nothing to say much but will be updating again later :))

lovess ^^

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got this from Regina ♥

Boy: Baby, we need to talk.

Girl: Ricardo, what do you mean?

Boy: Something has come up...

Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.

Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesn't break up with me... I love him so much.

Boy: Baby, are you there?

Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important?

Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..

Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: I'm leaving..

Girl: Baby, what are you talking about? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.

Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.

Girl: Why? All of your family lives over here.

Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.

Girl: I can't believe this.

Father: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously) Jessica! What did I tell you about talking to boys?! Get off the damn phone! (And hangs up)

Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.

Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I don't want you to go.

Boy: Would you run away with me?

Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!

Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..

Girl: *Thinking* I can't believe what's going on.

Boy: I need to give you something tonight, because I am leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.

Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.

Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.

(They meet at a nearby park, they both hug each other. And he gives her a note.)

Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.

Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)

Boy: Baby, don't cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.

Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)

(They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her)

It says...

"Jessica,

You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and don't you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didn't think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.

- Ricardo"

( Jessica begins to cry, she throws the paper in the garbage & cries for hours. )

... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....

Friend: How are you feeling?

Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.

Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...

Girl: Umm.. okay.

(She finds a piece of paper in the jacket.)

It says:

"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...

Hate = Love

Never = Always

Bitch = Baby

Will not = will

.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"

Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me! He must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!

( Erica turns the TV on. )

[Breaking news]

"An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.

( She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... )

... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.

From : tumblr

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it rocks T O D A Y

MAY 19th, 2011

2138 HOURS

did i tell ? naaaa. i don't at all. well, guess what ?

i just can't stop typing on and packing off my blog.

know what i mean ?

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

i can't stop updating all of this and update and update.

my fingers are all over this keypad.

how i wish i have an ipad to replace this laptop.

its okay then :))

at least i had a laptop for goodness sake.

i wanna talk about today.

MAY 19th, 2011

nothing much happened today actually. the only thing happening was i woke up late and i spent 2 hours in front of the laptop without taking my shower first.

now that's rock ! totally beyond sensation !

HAHAHAHAHAHAA

i took my lunch with my mom & lil brother after that.

washing all those dishes with those stain on the kitchen.

all over.

rush rush rush rush rush rush rush

there i was in front of the laptop back again.

staring at those screen and playing Cafe Life at Facebook.

hey i got addicted to that game since i'd finished my Matriculation okay ?

nothing to do though besides doing those chores just now and being a full-time driver.

i still do need some excitement and enjoyment to back-up myself from those tiring and boring thingy.

i went online for 4 to 5 hours.

daily routine for me to be online for that period of time.

totally racked.

and now at this hour i online again.

what a mess ! totally spoil girl i am !

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA

well who cares.

i am relaxing and enjoying this 4 months holiday of doing nothing at all.

*sighhhhhhhhhhhh

gerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

i'm starting to miss him already.

>.< oh Mr Perfect !

why do i kept on thinking of you this past few days ?

is this what i called crazy ?

yerrrrrrrrrrrrr.

N E V E R

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

i must stop styping those HAHA.

it shows that i'm going nuts already with this blogging.

yawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

and guess what ???
:))))))))))))))

*grinning

HE TEXT ME !

byeeeeeeeeeee !

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bored time

MAY 19th, 2011

1819 HOURS

hey loves :) i've updated everything on my blog.

i think :/

HAHAHAHAAA
nevermind then. at least i never stop my passion on writing non-stop in this blog.

this blog is a LEGEND !

bluffing me.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

well, nothing more that i want to post actually.

:PPPP

keep updating :))

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result day out plus excited mood burst :)

MAY 19th, 2011

1055 HOURS

guess what loves ? i've passed my result :')

i don't know whether to be happy or to be sad just because of this result.

but i'm quite glad that i've passed this exam.

those 2 semester was the pain in the ass.

MUCH !

but i just can't wait to further study and complete my degree.

i just wanna stop this studying and get to work.

teheeee ~

and hell yeah, i miss that guy !

darnnnnnnnnnn !

last night, we text again :))

i thought maybe he was studying somehow by that time.

well, it's exam week for them now.

so, i decided to disturb him :DD

i took my cellphone and type in the text message.

" weyyy. i miss you :) "

then, i sent to him. i continue with all the onlining thingy on facebook and watching House.

well, it was nearly 11 though last night.

not long after that, my cell vibrates.

i quickly took it and happily saw his name on the screen.

i opened the text message.

" hehe. bok jak mok msg tek "

it means that " just wanted to text you just now actually "

and i was like yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :DD

HAHAHHAHAAAA

then, we continue texting and texting and texting till 1 in the morning.

i decided to stop the conversation not because i was sleepy but i need my rest.

tired of all the drama from morning :)

therefore, i sent him the text.

" eyy. i want to sleep. ada masa kita text2 gik oh :) miss you everyday. nights and bla bla bla "

won't get into detail about that.

HIHIHIHIHI.

won't get to tell about others too.

privacy is important :))

HAHAHAHAA.

i just can't stop from admiring and liking him since the first time i know him.

ouch.

it really does and its kinda heal my heart when he said he miss me too :'c

sadly, i don't called it love.

still, i can't opened my heart to anyone.

seriously i mean it.

anyways, a guy like him is too perfect to be called love for me.

too perfect.

naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

we'll be friends :)

because being the closest friends won't be tough.

nothing can separate us from sharing everything :))))

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matriculation results makes me wait like a whore.

MAY 18th, 2011

0215 HOURS

yeah people. i can't even had a shut eye at this moment. didn't have the sleepiness in me though. why oh why. darn douchebag. this result of mine is making me sick. waiting is not my hobby okay ? why don't you just display the result and let us students do the job ? gerrr. i just type and wrote what's on my mind now.

the room is dark and i don't know what i'm typing. just focus on the screen of my laptop and stare at the words that were appeared in from of me. rawrrrrrr~ i want my results so badly. who wants waiting should be exist in this world ? and why does it should be at 10 am ? lousy people. too lazy to work and updating the result so don't ever work ! stupid jerk. your life is sick !

oh darn. i guess i won't be sleeping tonight. yeah its morning now so what ? gerrr.

i've drank carlsberg already. lots of it. didn't count on how many cans i drank on because i just drank. luckily i didn't go drunk. and secondly, i quit smoking.

yeah i just go on and off on smoking.

not the type of 24/7.

oh i just need a rest. my body does but my eyes can't even shut 'em.

such a fag.

anyways, at least i'm in a good mood today. i text with him :))

now that's a different story to be said.

the inside story i won't be writing all the details here.

it won't be a secret :D

no can do for that.

only him and I knew about it.

and its getting stronger and deeper than it was before ^.^

well, AMEN for that.

last but not least, i just wanna say

" OH LORD MY GOD, YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE THAT I SURRENDER MYSELF TO. YOU'RE THE ONE THAT LEADS ME AND GUIDE ME THROUGHOUT THE DAY THAT I'VE GONE THROUGH. YOU'VE NEVER DISAPPOINT ME WITH ALL YOUR WONDERS AND LOVE. I LOVE YOU :) AND TAKE GOOD CARE OF THE ONES THAT ARE READING THIS WHOM ARE GENEROUS ENOUGH AND EVEN FOR THOSE WHO DON'T BLESS THEM DEAR LORD FOR THEY ALSO LOVE YOU THE WAY THAT I DO. OH DEAR LORD, YOU'RE THE ONE THAT STRENGTHENS ME AND EVEN BE THERE FOR ME WHEN I'M SAD OR HAPPY OR IN PAIN. YOU'RE ALWAYS THERE. I KNOW IT JUST BY PRESENCE. AND I SURRENDER IT ALL TO YOU LORD. AMEN "

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no reasons at all :')

A Girl asked her Boyfriend

GF: Why do you love me?
BF: I have no reason.

...GF didnt like it 'n say

GF: No. Give me a reason.
BF: Ohkay... 'Coz you're beautiful, caring 'n attractive.

Girl was satisfied,
Then one day she got sick 'n look Terribly Thin, Pale 'n Weak...

GF: Do you still love me?
BF: Now that you're not pretty 'n attractive do i have a reason to love you?

Girl Cried...
The boy hold her hand 'n say...

BF: Now you Understand?

"Love doesn't need reasons.
I Love You 'n still love you no matter what Happens."

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10 Ways to Melt a Woman's Heart:

Specially for Boys;
10 Ways to Melt a Woman's Heart:

1. Call Her When you're feeling Sad, :(

2. Ask to See A Picture of Her;
When She was a Child..! ^_^

3. Occasionally Call Her;
By Her First and Middle Names, :))

4. When She's feeling Insecure;
Stare Into Her Eyes and Tell Her;
"There is No-One in the World
Who could be as Right for you as She Is..♥"

5. Call Her just Before you get on the Plane, :))

6. Try Desperately;
To Make Her Laugh When She's feeling Down, :D

7. In the Middle of a Conversation;
Tell Her you Love Her..♥ :))

8. Notice When She's Wearing Something New, :))

9. Hug Her When She gets Jealous..,
Hug Her Hard..! ♥ x

10. Put your Arms Around Her;
When you Introduce Her to your friends and family..♥ :)

-> Must Try Guyz,
Its Really Works..♥ :* ;)
& Girlz, Agree Haa ?? :))

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anniversary of sweet bloggie ♥

MAY 12th, 2011

1615 HOURS

its about 2 years and 3 months of my sweet bloggie :)

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

~.~

never thought that it would be that fast that bloggie had grown :')

bloggie is full of memories.

happy.sad.fun.tears.sorrow.pain.

it was an experience of a lifetime. reading all the post for the past years, all of it was the moments that i will never ever forget.

even if i had said that i am over with you, the moment and the feelings will never fade.

seriously.

sorry to say this but that's the truth :'c

appreciate the moment while you'll still breathing.

it doesn't matter with what others said.

and yeah the past really gives the impact.

you're still in my history list.

no way i will erase you and clean you up.

it's too precious.

i can move on but the moment still there.

i'm sorry.

officially by stemmy stemot.

heartbroken moment.

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A boy was teaching maths to a girl.

Boy kissed Girl, again kissed her and said- dis is called "addition"

Girl kissed Boy and said- dis is called "subtraction"
...
Both of them kissed each other and said- dis is called "multiplication"

suddenly Girl`s Father came, he beaten boy and thrown him out of home and said- dis is called

..
..
"Division" :P

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A facebook chat between Ex-couples...
Girl : hey
Boy : hii =)
Girl : how are u ??
*Boy types : I'm miserable!
I need u back!
I miss u ! I LoVe U!
*Then erased it...
Boy : I'm fine

Do You Think The Boy Should Erease The Text ? !♥!

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When a girl cries for a guy, it means she really misses him. But when a guy cries for a girl, it means no one can love that girl more than him..:)

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awwwwwwwwwww !

girl: lets just break up
boy: ok then, ill just go back to my ex
girl: wow you are an idiot. we're totally over,
next day ..
boy: I still love u
girl:i thought we break up? & you said that you would go back to your ex right?
boy: exactly, i'm coming back to you♥♥:)

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cutie pie :)

MAY 3th, 2011

1618 HOURS

gf: heyy babe :)

bf: hi ♥

gf: how are you?

bf: good

gf: everything ok babe?

bf: not really

gf: whats wrong?

bf: when im not with you i feel like crap, when i dont see you i feel depressed. basicly i need you with me to survive:)

awwww. isn't that sweet ? :DD

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