tired DAY

MAY 3th, 2010
2202 hours

it's been a long day since i last updated this blog of mine. well, tired of all the occasion and event that had been held recently. totally tired much till i fall sick this morning. errghhhh. woke up at exactly 0530 hours. geez. couldn't bare the pain that had really struck me inside. the pain that i suffered came from my left stomach. what a weird diseases that i suffered. what makes me even uncomfortable is that as if something or somewhat is eating my intestine. either the large or small intestine. and what makes it more serious, i can't even walked up straight and even think rationally. the STUFF was kicking and boxing at my left stomach. i went downstairs to search for a place to vomit. yeahh, i vomit a lot this morning. everything that i consumed from the bitter medicine to the milo that i drank. all came out. erghhh. my mum started worried about me. till every medicine she gave me. all of it i ate to ease away the pain i'm having and frankly speaking, it was totally a disaster and awful morning for me. i tried and tried to be strong. to stand up and fight the pain. at that very moment, all that i thought was

" rather than suffering from this pain, better for me to just die. "

the word DIE is always used at that very hour. oh goodness gracious. how i cried to bear those pain in the stomach. i never encounter this kind of thingy. really serious. too serious. over serious. at that very hour, mummy kept saying HOW PALE MY FACE LOOK. yeah, i know that. i was sweating and my body was cold. but i didn't shivered at all. after hours of suffering, mummy gave me this type of bitter medicine. black syrup. something like that and she told me that the medicine is U.T.I that stands for Urine Track Infection. i drank it with the bitterness in my mouth and down to my esophagus. i lay down at the living room and mummy told me to get a lot of rest. at 0915 hours, the pain was getting lesser and lesser. at last, i fall asleep. at 1045 hours, i got up. the pain was gone. i felt quite relieved. at that exact moment also, the phone rang. i quickly stood up and head towards the ringing phone. it was mummy.

mummy :: how are you now? feeling okay already?
me :: yeah. i'm okay now.
mummy :: that's why i told you before, NOT TO GO ON A DIET. now you see what's happening. you're lack of water.
me :: yeah yeah. i know that.
mummy :: go and take your bath. after that, you MUST eat. don't go on a diet anymore.
me :: okay then.

*hang up.

yaaaa. i know what you're thinking right now. DIET. before this, yes i did plan to diet. but i didn't know that it would be this serious. just because of my body is lack of water, that's what happened to me. agerrrr. stupid thingy. stupid stomach. LEFT STOMACH. erghhhh.

but now, i am healthy. yes i am. after this, i won't go on a diet anymore. i don't care if i'm fat and chubby and big size. well, my boyfriend always call i'm chubby. geez. how i hate it everytime he said that but i don't care. i still love him though :)

p/s STOP ON THE DIET AT THIS VERY DAY. WILL STOP FOR GOOD :D

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