bad mood

OCTOBER 28th, 2010

2219 HOURS

i'm not really in the mood for today. incident after another. it really just give me the pain in the heart rather than pain in the ass.

danggggg.
damnit.

why do i have to encounter it all just by ....
THAT????
couldn't care less but it was so random.
i wasn't ready to meet that person.
really i mean it.
i am really not that ready much.
by seeing the face of innocent, i walked in.
i saw straight in front of me.
there he was.
the guy that i once love.
( kinda love love like thingy )
my heart was pounding hard.
hard enough just to make me barely breathe.
i ignored the feelings i held inside.
so much so that i wasn't barely myself.

i went outside the parking lot.
just to give a call to my bestest butties.

DAPHINY RINI.

i called her and told what happened.
the occasion that occurred.
she told me to be calm and act as if nothing happened.
and so i did.

i became the HYPOCRITE person.
yeah.
i acted good.

:'(
after it all finished, i just looked down and walk away.
i never intended to look back and watch those faces.
really i don't have the guts.
i was too deeply hurt.

WHY ON EARTH AM I FEELING THIS?
DAMNNNNN MUCH!

erghhhhhhhhhhhh.
i hate those days.
i really do.


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i really miss those days.
i miss teddy :'(

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dolly big eyes :)

OCTOBER 28th, 2010
0259 HOURS

yeah. it's morning and still i can't sleep.
and so i'm awake
:)
here's the photos that i had taken when i'm bored.
HAHA.
it's the photos session without spectacles but with
dolly big eyes contact lens.
yeah you got that right.
i'm addicted to contact lens nowadays.
thanks to the temptation of promotion at the Financial Park, Labuan.
HAHA.
i love dolly big eyes.

and for the photo below..
it is just a simple photo of mine.
without spectacles and contact lens.
just pure me :)

nothing to be said and that's the result.
worthless content in my own blog.
bluffing :)
HIHI.

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a week plus holiday Semester 1

OCTOBER 27th, 2010
2234 HOURS


yeah. it's been a long time since i last updated this blog of mine. well, now it's holiday season for me. this holiday is just for a week plus. not quite a long period of time but it's worth it. for this final exam of Semester 1, it was historical. nothing can describe the truly exam of Matriculation.

it was unspeakable.
i am outspoken.
it was truly unpredictable.

especially for the Physics. both paper 1 and 2. it was too hardly to be said. to be describe and whatsoever it is.

but the truth is..

PHYSICS PAPER SUCKS!

i CRIED for God sake after the paper 2.
geez.
but scoring for paper 1 was a lil bit tricky.
the ques' were all base on calculation.
less on facts.
*sigh.

but i had tried my very best in answering the ques' of misery.
damn it was so much ...
erghhhhh.

for the other paper, it was quite the average of ques'.
can be answer but not to be said too confident, just by saying that i can answer it.
without leaving it blank.
yeahhhh.

now, just waiting for the results to be released.
this November 30th, 2010
the result will be showed.
ouchhh.

*waiting in patience.
( breathe in, breathe out )

will be goin' back to KML next week.
on November 6th, 2010.
have the time to celebrate my birthday here at home.
HAHAHA :)

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